keeping up with time

Intensified pace
Evolution more rapid, at an ever increasing pace
Change quick, quicker, quickest
Try keeping up with old ways and meet the failure
Try keeping up through connection with source, centredness and meet success

Sharpen your saw, be intuitive, listen to your inner god
open your pineal gland and use your third eye

Who am I

How long have we held on to the narcissistic idea of being pure, good, right, valiant and loving?
How could we be anything less? 
Who am I?
The truth is I am pure, good, right, valiant and loving and more
I am strong and weak
  I am mother and child
traumatized yet traumatising
  loving yet hurtful beautiful and light sad and dark
  I am all of these and more – I am a paradox of conflicting moralities, qualities and feelings
I have very many parts – it comes with human nature and depth of soul
For too long I have disowned my dark side; as I struggle to find myself to discover my soul and answer the question “who am I?”
I am led to acknowledge my darkness, to embrace it to say “I am all this it is true!”
“I am all this all the time!”
This realisation releases my self-imposed shackles
Freeing me to explore the unchartered territories of my soul – to know myself more intimately to know that we are all a mosaic of light and dark and that you cannot be the one without the other! 
The challenge is to learn how to live with them! 

letting go

Feeling really sad about the prospect of letting go of what is dear to my heart. Knowing and not knowing.... knowing that I am in a moment of change, seeing doors open and new horizons - literally and figuratively.   Not knowing for sure if this is a door i need to close or is it a moment to stay with till the lesson comes? Knowing that if I don't learn the lesson, it will come around again. What to let go of is the real question.  I must let go, I just need to understand of what? Of everything or part or outcomes?

opportunities to learn

 life will always bring us trials it is the opportunities for us to learn the lessons we are here to learn on earth, in this lifetime.

When the going is good it is the time we need to be learning/ training/rehearsing / strengthening ourselves so that we can deal better with the next challenge.  The most important lessons all earthlings need to learn at this time, according to various sources, is empathy and compassion, love, spirituality (not religion that's something different) & non-violence.

still i rise - Maya Angelou

Maya has been an amazing inspiration in my life. On her passing I pay tribute to her by posting one of her many poems that inspired me to action and to become the women and light warrior I am today!

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may tread me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

Maya Angelou

laugh love live

laugh love live

activities we all need to do.
laughing yoga says enough laughing a day will get you laughing naturally and keep you living for much longer.

the power of love, love is an energy that comes back as you give it to others and creates its own flow through your world. love and you will be love and be loved. love and you will have a more joyful moment and life of joyful moments. love and you will find love in abundance and life in abundance.

doors opening

I am keeping my eye out for doors that are opening for me. I am in a moment of change in my life, my family has changed, is changing... my children have left home and are now making their own nests. I left my job and am now looking for a new one with temporary work keeping me eating - so thankful.

so anything can happen... 
#fearless

New horizons

Stepping out into new places and spaces
Exhilarating
Unsettling
Adventurous
Liberating

Then,
The world is my oyster
What to do next
So many wishes and dreams
Passions unfulfilled
All await

In time.... clarity of focus will come

Today... just letting the past be the past and the present the present